RISE UP
oh yeah oh yeah, it's already end of week 11~!! whoots!! by the end of week 15 i'll be free~!!! just hang on for one month mel, and ye reach salvation^^ ok fine, before that, there's the major hurdles of week 12 and 15 to clear first but anyhow, life's still sweet~ not gonna bore all with what's to come again, if you want a refresher, just refer to previous post, i'm sure i've rambled before-.-
ok on with life^^ yepp, already thinking of what to do after school~ not gonna do summer term man, crazy.. i hao bu rong yi get out of there ask me to go in suffer again whoa lao, pls, just, no. and its ex too!! 900 per mod leh! it's ex one lor siao.. ok, really on with life now.. hmm wad am i gonna do in holx? my daddy asking may wanna go where~!! go kor or taiwan:D it seems like we might go kor again hahax DONGBANGSHINKI~!!!!! no daddy, they're at japan now, we got our destination wrong:( can we go japan? lolx, siao so ex. wt so shiok eh.. she's like in taiwan alr lar now wdh.. slack HAHAX hope she buys smelly tofu fer me^^ *gets stoned*
but dunno can go not leh :S like got the diva thingy AND WANG, HAVE I ALREADY TOLD YOU?! IT'S ON 6TH JUNE WDH. IT WAS 13TH LAR WDH. ANGRY. yeah ok. let you find out yourself by reading this HAHAHAX. when ye know le call me yea? HAHAX *prepares to get stoned* nvm, i give you chance go.. er nvm. LOLX. [ps i deleted stuff ok, ひみつ~]
yeah, and i wanna go learn my 한글 too^^ bwahahax, finally get down to doing it with ricca.. after she got her results and after my exams~!! can't wait, den next time i can write letters to my 동방신기오빠들 BWAHAHAX see i so pro, know a wee bit of basics^^ *smug* ahh.. life is good [until i fall head down thru week12 and ahoy~!]
i wanna live my whimsical desires and let loose the restless spirit in me,
i wanna be addicted to my hopes of a Disneyland fairytale.
i'm in my own world - too lucid to be called a dream, yet slightly surreal to be reality.
-mel
Friday, March 20
Sunday, March 1
괜찮아
需要你浑厚的歌声安抚我烦闷的心，在我脆弱的时候。
脑中的呐喊，我渴望你的温柔；我要你能听见。
Because when i'm upset and distressed, your voices will sooth my unsettled soul.
the insistent and repetitive music, haunting, haunting my mind; wrenching
the frustrations from the deep recesses of my jealous heart, make me feel again, i'll pray.
Let my pain be but a bitter pill;
我鼻酸，皱了眉头，
because tomorrow comes
咬着下唇，握紧拳头，
i want to be proud of myself.
-mel
需要你浑厚的歌声安抚我烦闷的心，在我脆弱的时候。
脑中的呐喊，我渴望你的温柔；我要你能听见。
Because when i'm upset and distressed, your voices will sooth my unsettled soul.
the insistent and repetitive music, haunting, haunting my mind; wrenching
the frustrations from the deep recesses of my jealous heart, make me feel again, i'll pray.
Let my pain be but a bitter pill;
我鼻酸，皱了眉头，
because tomorrow comes
咬着下唇，握紧拳头，
i want to be proud of myself.
-mel
Wednesday, February 18
WASURENAIDE
hehe i din forget this time^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMIN OPPA~ 21 years old today~!! ah, so young minnie~ yeah back in korea i think? have a great bdae:D
ahh, this week was damn tiring man.. had mgmt com presentation on monday, hand in creative thinking journal and visual map on tuesday, today had fa quiz in the morning and hand in as and stats hw in the afternoon. O M G. i'm superman lolx
soo damn tired man, so glad for recess week next week even thought i'm going back for most of the days already-.- stupid rite-.- yeah i know. and cuz this few days been crammin all the stuffs i'm supposed to hand in, dun really have much free time of my own (aka youtube and ff-ing) so mel's deprived and depressed :(
lemme name what's coming up soon yeah? bgs presentation on friday, stats mid terms in week 9, fa mid terms in week 10, as fallacies presentation in week 10, fa presentation in week 12, bgs presentation in week 12, bgs individual assignment in week 12, ct thingy i think in week 12 too.. and 4 final terms in week 15. whoo hoo~ god bless me~
demo hitori janai
at least i relish in that fact.
-melXD
hehe i din forget this time^^ HAPPY BIRTHDAY CHANGMIN OPPA~ 21 years old today~!! ah, so young minnie~ yeah back in korea i think? have a great bdae:D
ahh, this week was damn tiring man.. had mgmt com presentation on monday, hand in creative thinking journal and visual map on tuesday, today had fa quiz in the morning and hand in as and stats hw in the afternoon. O M G. i'm superman lolx
soo damn tired man, so glad for recess week next week even thought i'm going back for most of the days already-.- stupid rite-.- yeah i know. and cuz this few days been crammin all the stuffs i'm supposed to hand in, dun really have much free time of my own (aka youtube and ff-ing) so mel's deprived and depressed :(
lemme name what's coming up soon yeah? bgs presentation on friday, stats mid terms in week 9, fa mid terms in week 10, as fallacies presentation in week 10, fa presentation in week 12, bgs presentation in week 12, bgs individual assignment in week 12, ct thingy i think in week 12 too.. and 4 final terms in week 15. whoo hoo~ god bless me~
demo hitori janai
at least i relish in that fact.
-melXD
Saturday, February 7
AHH I'M A BAD KID.
how could i break my first new year resolution?! OMG. *cries* i was supposed to post yesterday!!! :'( to break my 1month+ hiatus [i was on a holiday~ in my laptop lolx] and to welcome 2009!! i swore i'd blog ytd, when its YUNHO OPPA'S BDAE!!! AHHHH!!
bad kid:(
gaah, so disappointed. nvm, at least i was reading fanfics all abt him ytd:D gaah! they were in sm town concert in thailand ytd too:'( so near yet so far :'( i want to go watch their concert too!! *cries* come to m'sia for concert oppas!! and if my exams are over i'd definitely go to watch!!!
[actually if it were before my exams i'd go too but my parents prob wun let-.-] nvm, one day in my life i'll go:D
ahh, in no mood to blog about daily life or post inspirational or incoherent posts. it was just meant to be yunnie's 23rd/24th birthday post *upset*
hee, once i'm in homework and 'shit i've gotta get on with life' mode, i'll post again yea? it'd be soon, i promise. oh, btw, my second new year resolution is to learn korean!! so i can go to kor to find oppas!! HAHAHAHAX djok:D ah, it's a dream, why not?
i'm gonna sign off yea? before i go, giftin you lucky ppl one of my fav pics of him:D
yunho oppa, onward 2009, HWAITING!! :D
yunnie's bdae: 06.02
-melXD
how could i break my first new year resolution?! OMG. *cries* i was supposed to post yesterday!!! :'( to break my 1month+ hiatus [i was on a holiday~ in my laptop lolx] and to welcome 2009!! i swore i'd blog ytd, when its YUNHO OPPA'S BDAE!!! AHHHH!!
bad kid:(
gaah, so disappointed. nvm, at least i was reading fanfics all abt him ytd:D gaah! they were in sm town concert in thailand ytd too:'( so near yet so far :'( i want to go watch their concert too!! *cries* come to m'sia for concert oppas!! and if my exams are over i'd definitely go to watch!!!
[actually if it were before my exams i'd go too but my parents prob wun let-.-] nvm, one day in my life i'll go:D
ahh, in no mood to blog about daily life or post inspirational or incoherent posts. it was just meant to be yunnie's 23rd/24th birthday post *upset*
hee, once i'm in homework and 'shit i've gotta get on with life' mode, i'll post again yea? it'd be soon, i promise. oh, btw, my second new year resolution is to learn korean!! so i can go to kor to find oppas!! HAHAHAHAX djok:D ah, it's a dream, why not?
i'm gonna sign off yea? before i go, giftin you lucky ppl one of my fav pics of him:D
yunho oppa, onward 2009, HWAITING!! :D
yunnie's bdae: 06.02
-melXD
Tuesday, November 4
AIYAH
why liddat again.
i very angry leh. becoz everytime i blog it's about unhappy things
and no cannot, life cannot be filled with unhappy things just because it's short and we need to live life and LOVE life.
i dun like to read angry posts or emo posts becoz it affects me and makes me very unhappy:(
why liddat?!
argh. and bad things happen again and again~
like how massa lost the championship
like how i almost failed my biz law mid terms [zZz not like i really care lar but just to put it in this wdh list]
like how i realise, shit, i got a lot of hw i haven done yet due soon
like how i realise i have frens who are suffering out there and i can't do anything about it
like how life's starting to look better for me and i can't be happy becoz they are not
like how i'm starting to ramble and even annoy myself
like how i'd wish she'd be easier on herself becoz life's easy and we're all here to help her, isn't it?
because in this utopia that i'd like to believe in, there's no sadness or loneliness
because i love my friends as much as they love me
because sometimes i love them more than they love me
and it hurts to see them upset.
is it a brodding period? because every one's in this sullen mood and the blogosphere's feelin quite gloomy lately and and..
it's selfish to think alone; think you're alone because you're disregarding our feelings for you.
must our care and concern be made so explicitly clear to be apparent?
because i thot something so intangible should be felt whole-heartedly and accepted whole-heartedly
and because i don't like to wear my emotions on my sleeves and because i'm bad at expressing myself
and now i'm angry.
ARGH. *buey song*
-mel:(
why liddat again.
i very angry leh. becoz everytime i blog it's about unhappy things
and no cannot, life cannot be filled with unhappy things just because it's short and we need to live life and LOVE life.
i dun like to read angry posts or emo posts becoz it affects me and makes me very unhappy:(
why liddat?!
argh. and bad things happen again and again~
like how massa lost the championship
like how i almost failed my biz law mid terms [zZz not like i really care lar but just to put it in this wdh list]
like how i realise, shit, i got a lot of hw i haven done yet due soon
like how i realise i have frens who are suffering out there and i can't do anything about it
like how life's starting to look better for me and i can't be happy becoz they are not
like how i'm starting to ramble and even annoy myself
like how i'd wish she'd be easier on herself becoz life's easy and we're all here to help her, isn't it?
because in this utopia that i'd like to believe in, there's no sadness or loneliness
because i love my friends as much as they love me
because sometimes i love them more than they love me
and it hurts to see them upset.
is it a brodding period? because every one's in this sullen mood and the blogosphere's feelin quite gloomy lately and and..
it's selfish to think alone; think you're alone because you're disregarding our feelings for you.
must our care and concern be made so explicitly clear to be apparent?
because i thot something so intangible should be felt whole-heartedly and accepted whole-heartedly
and because i don't like to wear my emotions on my sleeves and because i'm bad at expressing myself
and now i'm angry.
ARGH. *buey song*
-mel:(
Monday, October 20
追不到的梦想换个梦不就得了
无忧无虑，洒脱；
我追随生命中的简单，随性。
你会跟着我吧？
人生不苦也不短，也不算梦。
在梦里，世界和平？
即使梦中，那也不过是美丽的憧憬吧？
我不知道梦是什么；
因为在凌晨两点钟，脑海里浮现出的画面
我看不到。
在嘈杂中，我放空，
想象自己，如果..？
-小山~
无忧无虑，洒脱；
我追随生命中的简单，随性。
你会跟着我吧？
人生不苦也不短，也不算梦。
在梦里，世界和平？
即使梦中，那也不过是美丽的憧憬吧？
我不知道梦是什么；
因为在凌晨两点钟，脑海里浮现出的画面
我看不到。
在嘈杂中，我放空，
想象自己，如果..？
-小山~
Wednesday, October 15
D.O.L.
back in school, second day le. hai~
so much work to do i dun even feel like sayin anything here. i mean, who doesn't have work rite? i've got nothing to say actually. about myself at least.
to depressed: it's not worth fretting over, nothing has that sort of value.
but yet i do that too, the conflicting emotions is what keeps you alive ne? who am i to tell you what? what..? i've been living in the same tale, memory.
no, fantasy.
like how i'm trying to lead you, the dance's begun; we're spinning in circles~
and when i'm feeling slight, foolish and insane, i speak as such. should i quote shakespeare?
[wtf, he never quotes any of mine! - it's a fanfic! but the emotions are gorgeous]
and den i learn to pretend.
pretend that maybe i dun want to care, because i'd like to live in my fantasy.
with daisies? perhaps. dandelions and the swirl of sunshine warmth and gentle summer breeze.
[it's myspace isn't it? lolx, nope.]
and we'd be sprawled on our backs on the crisp grass, fresh from the morning spray
not tainted, tainted by the blares of the future, i need to get out.
leave me be, i'm probably not back yet.
and in the heart of the night, where i like it silent and calming,
endless buzz, buzz. i want out.
It seems like yesterday that he was invincible—unbreakable and bulletproof, sitting confidently on top of that precarious ladder of possibility with his feet swinging carelessly over the rest of the world, and it didn’t even matter if it collapsed out from under him because, hell, he could fly.
i'm not suicidal [LOLX], but it's a lovely piece.
maybe my double is?
no, i probably just love the life of drama, and angst and dark musings, and..
i need fluff. badly.
Now, [he] is afraid of falling.
and when he's back, i'll be too.
-mel~
back in school, second day le. hai~
so much work to do i dun even feel like sayin anything here. i mean, who doesn't have work rite? i've got nothing to say actually. about myself at least.
to depressed: it's not worth fretting over, nothing has that sort of value.
but yet i do that too, the conflicting emotions is what keeps you alive ne? who am i to tell you what? what..? i've been living in the same tale, memory.
no, fantasy.
like how i'm trying to lead you, the dance's begun; we're spinning in circles~
and when i'm feeling slight, foolish and insane, i speak as such. should i quote shakespeare?
[wtf, he never quotes any of mine! - it's a fanfic! but the emotions are gorgeous]
and den i learn to pretend.
pretend that maybe i dun want to care, because i'd like to live in my fantasy.
with daisies? perhaps. dandelions and the swirl of sunshine warmth and gentle summer breeze.
[it's myspace isn't it? lolx, nope.]
and we'd be sprawled on our backs on the crisp grass, fresh from the morning spray
not tainted, tainted by the blares of the future, i need to get out.
leave me be, i'm probably not back yet.
and in the heart of the night, where i like it silent and calming,
endless buzz, buzz. i want out.
It seems like yesterday that he was invincible—unbreakable and bulletproof, sitting confidently on top of that precarious ladder of possibility with his feet swinging carelessly over the rest of the world, and it didn’t even matter if it collapsed out from under him because, hell, he could fly.
i'm not suicidal [LOLX], but it's a lovely piece.
maybe my double is?
no, i probably just love the life of drama, and angst and dark musings, and..
i need fluff. badly.
Now, [he] is afraid of falling.
and when he's back, i'll be too.
-mel~
Tuesday, October 7
INCOMPREHENSIBLE.
hit by buckets of goodness and angst at the same time.
sorry for the incoherence.
the past month's been a whirlwind of happenings and emotions.
'the prevalence of the red army falls to naught'
i've been waiting, praying. anticipation to disappointment? heartwrenching.
be prepared, this' only round one.
...
2. another chapter, another passage of time;
have i evolved? [probably not,] but i don't want to let go,
the distance is unbearable. but i've met a new love~
i don't want to betray.
it's not what it seems [lolx]
it's an addiction; a deadly addiction? no a painful one
but i don't want to let go.
the past'd been lovely, i want another chance at the future
but i havent been living in the present; help me
3. i've been gifted the chance to think.
think, think, reminisce.
move on, i've moved on; but i'm lost
i don't like the stifling new place
i don't like the haunting new faces
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people, we are looking on the same sky
dum dum, my love's been a fresh of new air
i need energy and life,
i need to feel alive.
i'm still in my fantasy; who can bring me back?
i'd like to think i'm king, nobody can stop me~
i'm the king of the world, ..
don't let anyone wake me, i'm dreamin out loud
i havent been crying buckets, no sire~
but isn't it nice to pretend?
[not for those reasons anyway]
i'm sorry for these moments
i'm an angsting pot, a stuttering mess of..?
these muses are influences!!
[my love, what are you doing to me?!]
dum dum, i just need my time and places for these
and i'll be back, i promise.
-mel~
hit by buckets of goodness and angst at the same time.
sorry for the incoherence.
the past month's been a whirlwind of happenings and emotions.
'the prevalence of the red army falls to naught'
i've been waiting, praying. anticipation to disappointment? heartwrenching.
be prepared, this' only round one.
...
2. another chapter, another passage of time;
have i evolved? [probably not,] but i don't want to let go,
the distance is unbearable. but i've met a new love~
i don't want to betray.
it's not what it seems [lolx]
it's an addiction; a deadly addiction? no a painful one
but i don't want to let go.
the past'd been lovely, i want another chance at the future
but i havent been living in the present; help me
3. i've been gifted the chance to think.
think, think, reminisce.
move on, i've moved on; but i'm lost
i don't like the stifling new place
i don't like the haunting new faces
hitogomi ni magiretemo onaji sora miteru noni
Although we are mixed up with a mass of people, we are looking on the same sky
dum dum, my love's been a fresh of new air
i need energy and life,
i need to feel alive.
i'm still in my fantasy; who can bring me back?
i'd like to think i'm king, nobody can stop me~
i'm the king of the world, ..
don't let anyone wake me, i'm dreamin out loud
i havent been crying buckets, no sire~
but isn't it nice to pretend?
[not for those reasons anyway]
i'm sorry for these moments
i'm an angsting pot, a stuttering mess of..?
these muses are influences!!
[my love, what are you doing to me?!]
dum dum, i just need my time and places for these
and i'll be back, i promise.
-mel~
Sunday, September 7
I'M SO SAD:'(
hi guys.. long time no see man:D this past week was HECTIC, simply put. *flips through notebook*
monday: finished presentation slides, ltb meeting till abt 8 den twc meeting till about 11+ i think.
tuesday: with nerves of steel, finished the presentation! WHOO:D
wednesday: met wang and jane for lunch! we ate at.. some jap restaurant in taka.. den jane went sentosa and i brought wang to smu den i sped off for classes, had ltb meeting after class till 9.30.
thursday: met wt and sam for lunch as aston[?!] at cathay den met my aw prof for evaluation. for 10 mins -.-
friday: ACTUALLY NO SCHOOL ONE LOR. den had twc make-up but before that went for mic session quite fun:D
saturday: went to work at 830 in e morning. woke up at ungodly 715.. I HAVEN'T WOKEN UP BEFORE 10 SINCE SCHOOL STARTED !@#$%^ den met wt and rc at ikea in afternoon. eh, i not lightbulb lor, actually meet at 2 de, but i meet them de time alr 330 like that so i let them lunch themselves ok! and this time is rc lightbulb lor cuz suppose i go with wt only de lor, and maybe with ys, den suddenly got rc!! so not me k, is him:P
hahax, so as you can see, school is quite hectic but quite slack. ...yup you heard that right. slack in the sense that cuz no lecture or practical or wdv, i only have avg 5 lessons a week! and best thing, not much hw!! but the projects are tough lar.. have ltb, a sem-long project which is basically like organising a cip project lar.. den the others are much tougher cuz they are only week-long projects which make it HECTIC LIKE HELL. as you can see from my twc meetings, quite mad lar, alw meet till like past midnite or sthing. was so bad until my dad saed: either you drive to school or from next sem go stay in hostel. O.O i'm disowned!! :'( hahax yup, that's the hectic live i'm living in smu now zZz
i'm really enjoying the ccas though, joined 3 as of yet, hesitating whether to join the 4th!! 我的最爱~! the 4th is jap culture club budden if i join that summore i'll be super busy lar.. alr joining smube, rotaract [which haven started whoohoo~] and mic aka kbox club WHOO HOO HAHAHAX:D
thanx to all my dearest frenx who are all quite 担心 for me cuz i like cannot get use to smu culture. they prob felt i was brooding or to put it harshly, emo-ing. O.O MEL TAN EMOING?! NOOOOO~ hahax aiyah, no need to worry k? if i can tahan sc, i can tahan smu!! HAHAHAX aiyah, i'm like that one lar.. when thrown into a new env, i usually clamp up. if you guys rmb when i first entered nj [first 3 months before wang came] i was also quite loner wad.. hahax must maintain a distance and observe ppl ma! examine wad kind of person is who who who etc.. and i must get really used to and comfortable with the ppl arnd first before i reveal myself.
ahem, i recently v buey song. i got called an AH LIAN in smu by one of my smu twc teammates. WDH?! WHOA LAO UNCLE YOU LOOK MORE LIKE AH BENG LAR !@#%^ HAHAHAX he sae i speak a lot of hokkien so i am ahlian-.- thx ar ah zek-.- U SMOKE SUMMORE LOR. sheesh. aiyah, smu so angmoh must retain our roots a bit ma, camming abit of hokkien makes me feel more 自在 lolx.
hai~ and today? sunday. sunday = ? sunday = raceday. today, 07 sept, kimi overtook kov massa and stupid ham to take race lead. 10 min from end of race? rain. rain = ? rain = shit for kimi. shit for kimi = ? shit for kimi = crash out of race + very upset mel:( !@#$%^!@#$%^!@#$^% :'(:'(:'( WHOA LAO. GOD HATES HIM MAN. HE SUPER SUEY LAR! CRASH LIKE WAD?! 3 RACES IN A ROW LE?! :'( i'm very sad now:'( from now i have a resolution. i actually like to eat ham alot de. from now on ar, i'm gonna HATE HAM. sheesh.
i hate rain too:'(
-mel:'(
hi guys.. long time no see man:D this past week was HECTIC, simply put. *flips through notebook*
monday: finished presentation slides, ltb meeting till abt 8 den twc meeting till about 11+ i think.
tuesday: with nerves of steel, finished the presentation! WHOO:D
wednesday: met wang and jane for lunch! we ate at.. some jap restaurant in taka.. den jane went sentosa and i brought wang to smu den i sped off for classes, had ltb meeting after class till 9.30.
thursday: met wt and sam for lunch as aston[?!] at cathay den met my aw prof for evaluation. for 10 mins -.-
friday: ACTUALLY NO SCHOOL ONE LOR. den had twc make-up but before that went for mic session quite fun:D
saturday: went to work at 830 in e morning. woke up at ungodly 715.. I HAVEN'T WOKEN UP BEFORE 10 SINCE SCHOOL STARTED !@#$%^ den met wt and rc at ikea in afternoon. eh, i not lightbulb lor, actually meet at 2 de, but i meet them de time alr 330 like that so i let them lunch themselves ok! and this time is rc lightbulb lor cuz suppose i go with wt only de lor, and maybe with ys, den suddenly got rc!! so not me k, is him:P
hahax, so as you can see, school is quite hectic but quite slack. ...yup you heard that right. slack in the sense that cuz no lecture or practical or wdv, i only have avg 5 lessons a week! and best thing, not much hw!! but the projects are tough lar.. have ltb, a sem-long project which is basically like organising a cip project lar.. den the others are much tougher cuz they are only week-long projects which make it HECTIC LIKE HELL. as you can see from my twc meetings, quite mad lar, alw meet till like past midnite or sthing. was so bad until my dad saed: either you drive to school or from next sem go stay in hostel. O.O i'm disowned!! :'( hahax yup, that's the hectic live i'm living in smu now zZz
i'm really enjoying the ccas though, joined 3 as of yet, hesitating whether to join the 4th!! 我的最爱~! the 4th is jap culture club budden if i join that summore i'll be super busy lar.. alr joining smube, rotaract [which haven started whoohoo~] and mic aka kbox club WHOO HOO HAHAHAX:D
thanx to all my dearest frenx who are all quite 担心 for me cuz i like cannot get use to smu culture. they prob felt i was brooding or to put it harshly, emo-ing. O.O MEL TAN EMOING?! NOOOOO~ hahax aiyah, no need to worry k? if i can tahan sc, i can tahan smu!! HAHAHAX aiyah, i'm like that one lar.. when thrown into a new env, i usually clamp up. if you guys rmb when i first entered nj [first 3 months before wang came] i was also quite loner wad.. hahax must maintain a distance and observe ppl ma! examine wad kind of person is who who who etc.. and i must get really used to and comfortable with the ppl arnd first before i reveal myself.
ahem, i recently v buey song. i got called an AH LIAN in smu by one of my smu twc teammates. WDH?! WHOA LAO UNCLE YOU LOOK MORE LIKE AH BENG LAR !@#%^ HAHAHAX he sae i speak a lot of hokkien so i am ahlian-.- thx ar ah zek-.- U SMOKE SUMMORE LOR. sheesh. aiyah, smu so angmoh must retain our roots a bit ma, camming abit of hokkien makes me feel more 自在 lolx.
hai~ and today? sunday. sunday = ? sunday = raceday. today, 07 sept, kimi overtook kov massa and stupid ham to take race lead. 10 min from end of race? rain. rain = ? rain = shit for kimi. shit for kimi = ? shit for kimi = crash out of race + very upset mel:( !@#$%^!@#$%^!@#$^% :'(:'(:'( WHOA LAO. GOD HATES HIM MAN. HE SUPER SUEY LAR! CRASH LIKE WAD?! 3 RACES IN A ROW LE?! :'( i'm very sad now:'( from now i have a resolution. i actually like to eat ham alot de. from now on ar, i'm gonna HATE HAM. sheesh.
i hate rain too:'(
-mel:'(
Saturday, August 30
SMUBE CAMP:)
HI GUYS now it's like an ungodly 3.46 am and i'm stuck in smu school of econs!! help!! they are like watching stephen chow's show in canto and I DUN UNDERSTAND CANTO AND DE SUBTITLES SPOILT!!!?! ok nvm
hahax on this camp quite cool cuz like not so many ppl so feel closer to the people and easier to click and guess wad? my group only left 3 freshies!! including me!! and like random seniors are joining us and like the faci freshie ratio is like 1:1 HAHAX ok damn lame-.-
just now played some cool games in marketing and emcee dept.. den we went for shi zi lu kou:D went to eat tau huey, macs, mee pok and snacks like peanut and choc:P zzz v tired now cuz just bathed and watching the show and IT IS DAMN FREAKING HOT HERE WDH TURNED OFF THE AIRCON?! zzz
mm this week has been damn chaotic.. but i think it sort of all boils down to my procrastination *ashamed* cuz like just this weekend alone, i have to complete LTB research, read my biz law text, do my acad writing draft and script AND research for my TWC WHICH I HAVE TO PRESENT NEXT WEEK !@#$%^
whoa damn shit lar.. like everything's damn packed, i'm damn damn stressed like NO TIME NO TIME!! and i'm seriously thinking of going back earlier tomorrow or else i cmi for the twc meeting on sunday man. C. M. I. my group's gonna meet in school from 6pm till we finish dat damn thing lar and they are like gonna stay over in school !@#$%^ shag shag shag.
ha.. other than that, actually getting quite used to the smu-ish feel alr.. like if i dun like it just ignore it and go about my own way hahax.. and i've made some great frenx in twc and acad writing:D yay ok the show just ended and maybe i should sleep now :/
zzz cya guys around~ boo
-melXD
HI GUYS now it's like an ungodly 3.46 am and i'm stuck in smu school of econs!! help!! they are like watching stephen chow's show in canto and I DUN UNDERSTAND CANTO AND DE SUBTITLES SPOILT!!!?! ok nvm
hahax on this camp quite cool cuz like not so many ppl so feel closer to the people and easier to click and guess wad? my group only left 3 freshies!! including me!! and like random seniors are joining us and like the faci freshie ratio is like 1:1 HAHAX ok damn lame-.-
just now played some cool games in marketing and emcee dept.. den we went for shi zi lu kou:D went to eat tau huey, macs, mee pok and snacks like peanut and choc:P zzz v tired now cuz just bathed and watching the show and IT IS DAMN FREAKING HOT HERE WDH TURNED OFF THE AIRCON?! zzz
mm this week has been damn chaotic.. but i think it sort of all boils down to my procrastination *ashamed* cuz like just this weekend alone, i have to complete LTB research, read my biz law text, do my acad writing draft and script AND research for my TWC WHICH I HAVE TO PRESENT NEXT WEEK !@#$%^
whoa damn shit lar.. like everything's damn packed, i'm damn damn stressed like NO TIME NO TIME!! and i'm seriously thinking of going back earlier tomorrow or else i cmi for the twc meeting on sunday man. C. M. I. my group's gonna meet in school from 6pm till we finish dat damn thing lar and they are like gonna stay over in school !@#$%^ shag shag shag.
ha.. other than that, actually getting quite used to the smu-ish feel alr.. like if i dun like it just ignore it and go about my own way hahax.. and i've made some great frenx in twc and acad writing:D yay ok the show just ended and maybe i should sleep now :/
zzz cya guys around~ boo
-melXD